Touch

Dark room, Shades closed
Tall, Scary
Bad touch, Ugly touch
Now forgotten, Remembered selectively
Want it gone, It won’t go
Don’t touch me, It scares me
Leave me alone, I want to be left alone

Next To Gone (Written by John Seymour)

Next to gone, Sunset visible
Not quite night, But it’s in the physical
Dreamer beware, Shouldn’t be scared
In love and war, All is fair

Million

She’s looking for reasons, Looking for proof
That he’ll screw up, That he’ll go poof
He makes mistakes, It’s unacceptable
To prove his love, He has to run a million miles
A million more, For each mistake
He just knows, He won’t be the one to break
He’ll fight, For as long as she’ll let him
But she still has to let him in
He just as scared, As she is
Scared she’ll leave, Scared he will
A million miles, A million years
He’ll keep fighting, Fighting through fear

I Need You - Written by: John Seymour Jr.

Tv off, Lights on
Sittin’ up, Till the morn’
In a corner, Thinkin’ bout
I’m a jerk, I’m zoned out
In my room, Time slows down
Such an idiot, Such a clown
Jelousy, I’m like a boy
Men don’t cry, They just toy
In the corner, Hangin’ out
On my couch, Thinkin’ bout
I ain’t perfect, But neither are you
Hold me close, I need you

They Don’t

They don’t understand us like we do, They can’t comprehend the things we do

They don’t understand that you’re my boo, They just understand that I hurt you

They don’t believe I’m in love with you, But you and I know that that’s not true

I  told you I’m going to prove myself to you, That exactly what I plan to do

For you everything I do will be on cue, Even if it takes yeasr to prove our love is true

They don’t understand us like we do, They can’t comprehend the things we do

They don’t understand that you’re my boo, They just understand that I hurt you

-John Seymour Jr.

Taking Advantage

It’s sick how I take advantage of the situation, Constantly lettin’ my emotions cave in

And in this moment I’m savin’, An extraordinary occasion

Just the touch of a fingertip, Sends me on a heavy trip

That’s when my heart begins to skip, And my cheek touches your pretty lip

I must confess I’m not okay, It’s now been three weeks to the day

I’ve realised this was all just a big mistake, As I let the wind take your heart away

Still can’t erase my mind, Heart’s on defence goin’ blind

And in this moment I find, Another reason to pretend I’m find

-John Seymour Jr.

Everyone has two smiles, a real one and a fake one. It’s takes the real friends and people who know you the best to know the difference.

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When I’m supposed to stay awake, I’m like:

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But when I’m supposed to sleep, I’m like:

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